Suddenly, everything came tumbling down..

Her glass of water, the medicine on her hands. They dropped to the floor and pieces of glass shattered all over..

She fainted and lie on the shattered glass..

But luckily she wasn't hurt.. and most luckily, her mum din know what happen as they were sound asleep..

She managed to regain conscious after 15 mins.. She wept the moment she woke up, cuz deep inside her, she knew that something is wrong.. very very wrong..

I'm so afraid.. What should I do? I keep fainting, I keep having dizzy spells.. I'm really at a lost.. I dun dare to go to the doc.. Call me a coward! Yes! I'm one! I dun dare to know the truth. I really dun dare..

What can I do?? What should I do?? What am I gonna do??

Its not the first time that this kinda thing happen.. Once, I fainted along the streets and were admitted to hospital by a group of kind hearted souls.. Lucky!! I regain conscious before I was warded!! If not, they definitely gonna call up my mum!! I dun wan to see her cry! Thats the last thing i wanna see!

But I'm seriously at a lost now.. Lost.. I dread going to the doctors cuz I'm so very sure nothing good will turn out.. As i was watching the NKF show yest, i tear.. I find them to be real pitiful.. I dunwan to be like them.. or anything close to that..

OMG, I feel like crying now.. Tears.. Stop the flow.. Argh!!!!!!!!!! Some one knock me down and end my worries and pain pls!

* Do u still rem the password I told u that night? You gonna use it soon I guess. You're the only one that can keep this blog alive.. *

I'm hugging my tears-soaked-pink kuku birdiee to sleep..

Trisha Lin

Daughter,Student,Slave