Friday, April 8
@10:26 PM
Results are out.. I'm contented with mine even though it isn't that fantastic..
Through a particular someone, I learn the meaning of contentment. He taught me how to be contented with a person and that when you are contented; you will be sure of what you want, you will be satisfied, you will be happy.
I realised the importance of contentment in a relationship. People who are nv contented can nv be happy. They are always on the lookout of better and nicer things hence unknowingly neglected the most important thing beside them..
I'm contented.. Although things doesn't seem to look fantastic for me now, I'm still contented.. Because all is not lost.. I will work hard, double hard.. To make everything right.. To make your world a better place to live in..
Contentment.. Its the thing that keeps me going..
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Back to exam results.. Received my results with shivering hands.. My cousin decided to help me with it and read it out aloud at office.. Lucky..
"Anyway, Cla, u did such a good job!! Congrats on your fantastic results. You deserve it for all the hard work you have put in. You seriously deserve it, your dad gonna be real proud of you. I am very proud of you! You this smart cheeky fellow!"
On a happier note, I shared the same results with this sweet little girl. A friend that i acquired not long ago. She's the girl that I envy the most.. In my life.. I had nv envy people in the kind of aspect that I envy her in. In the past, I used to be the one that people envy. Tables had turn.. I seriously envy her.. The kind of simple yet happy and fulfilling life that she led.. No worries.. No disturbance.. No serious problems.. No stress.. No sign of complaints.. Nothing... Nothing except the word
"Happiness" thats clearly written on her face.. Such a fortunate girl isn't she?
Sooooooooo niceeeeeeeeee girlll!!
I need some sunshine after the rain!
I seem to have matured and grow older.. Being matured is not always the best thing.. You have to been thru alot to mature and to wise up.. Its a price that u have to pay in order to mature.. Adults are matured because they have to handle many issues and problems.. Kids are childish because all they do is play whole day.. Teenagers are going thru the process of being mature.. Some mature faster.. some slower.. Those who mature slower are the real happy ones.. Real carefree ones..
I wan to be a better person.. I wan to play a important role in people's lives.. I wan to be there for my loved ones when they need me the most.. I wan to be a good daughter, a good partner, a good employee, a good friend, a good sister, a good student and a good girl..
Heh Heh~!!
Doesn't sound easy at all, but will try my very best..
=)
