There are 2 sides of me..

Emotional and Rational

Cheerful and Depressing

The real me is rational...

Whereas the writer of this blog is emotional..

The side I portray to my friends is cheerful..

Whereas the side I portray to my PC is depressing..

People who knows me personally and read my blog at the same time, know this clearly..

I can be real cheeky, playful, mischievous, dirty-minded, naggy and the list goes on when u know me in real person..

But when im blogging.. I feel so so emotional...

Im happy when Im around people..

Im sad when I face this "create" post page..

This is my blog.

Im free to write down my thoughts and feels..

Im not always the cheerful girl everyone perceive me to be..

Just that I draw a clear line and do not wish my unhappines to affect friends ard me..

My mum once said, "Pls dun be unhappy, ur moods affect my moods. It hurts me to see u unhappy."

Hence, I decided to look on the brighter side when im with people..

Instead of bringing sorrow, I wanna bring smiles and laughter to them..

But I believed when I'm on my own, I have the right to feel sad too..

So this explains why my blog has been so depressing recently..

Whenever dark falls and memories filled up my empty mind..

Im lost..

Esp recently, when im not sure wads gonna happen the next day..

Esp when the future seems blurred..

What Lies Ahead??

Will there be sunshine after the rain?

I doubt so..

I shld learn to withdraw.. Yes.. Its time I learn..

Trisha Lin

Daughter,Student,Slave